Journey is within
Find things you enjoy doing and keep at it. Get better at it.
Don’t worry about other people. What they are, say, or think are all external and out of your control. Enjoy your journey. Live the moment. Be the best version of you by improving things within your control.
Nothing lasts. One day you will sleep forever. Don’t even worry about how other people will remember you. One day they will all be gone as well. None of this lasts.
Live the life you want to live while you are awake.