Stop worrying so much. None of us exists here on this earth on purpose. We never chose to be born or where to be born. Don’t define yourself by your nationality or origin. It’s just an accident of birth. We belong nowhere.
We are temporary. We are all going die. The world will still go on. The people you love will also die. Nothing really matters or worths worrying about. While you are here, have fun and don’t give a fuck about every little thing. Ignore what others may think of you if you do this or that. Who cares. No time for that crap. Give a fuck about important things. Only you know what those are.