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Goodbye old pen

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Maybe first time I have used a pen from new till out of ink.

Four months of good service. Uni-ball Signo RT 0.38.

Time for a new pen.


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May 3, 2018 at 5:51 am

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In Kanchanaburi on this last day of the year. It’s past 9 pm and I’m super sleepy. I’m too old for new year countdown. The year 2016 is over. New beginning is always exciting. Let’s get better.

Thank you readers. All three of you out there.

I completed the self challenge of blogging everyday for the entire year. It wasn’t easy, but I did my best to come up with things to write about. I’m kinda done with daily blogging. Sharing the boring, private details of what I do is not my thing.

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December 31, 2016 at 10:56 pm

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Roaring into new year

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It’s almost over. 2016. New beginning. Continuation of this short life. Here’s to another year full of PB’s. I’m a beast and will live like one. I will work hard and be consistent to be the best I can be. 

I might die this year. No day will be wasted on things I don’t care about. My remaining days in this earth go down everyday. I can’t waste time pleasing other people.

Your life is valuable. Talk less, do more. Be less distracted, be more focused. Care less about bullshit, zero in more toward your goal.

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December 30, 2016 at 7:58 pm

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Semen to ash

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Don’t let yourself forget how many doctors have died, after furrowing their brows over how many deathbeds.

How many astrologers, after pompous forecasts about others’ ends.

How many philosophers, after endless disquisitions on death and immortality.

How many warriors, after inflicting thousands of casualties themselves.

How many tyrants, after abusing the power of life and death atrociously, as if they were themselves immortal.

In short, know this: Human lives are brief and trivial. Yesterday a blob of semen; tomorrow embalming fluid, ash.

To pass through this brief life as nature demands. To give it up without complaint.

Like an olive that ripens and falls.

Praising its mother, thanking the tree it grew on.

— Marcus Aurelius, Meditations


Start training with resistance bands today. It’s a new kind of challenge.

Weight is down to 72 kg. Still the belly doesn’t seem to get any smaller.

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December 29, 2016 at 9:10 pm

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40 next year

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Man this lack of energy thing really grinds my gears. The recovery is a bit too slow for my liking.

I do what I can. Today I had time for some bench press. Pushing whatever weight I could for nine reps.

Never give up no matter how crappy you feel. Don’t make any day a zero. Get better little by little.

Three more days of work remain this year. Going into 2017, I want to continue doing what I’ve been doing: mainly lifting and getting stronger, as well as learning languages and ideas. No zero days. Make life at forty a happy one.

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December 27, 2016 at 8:50 pm

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Best gifts

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Quiet day at home. Still not 100%. Light bench and rack pull to continue recovery.

In general feeling pretty skinny and weak. Need to change that. Need to eat and grow.

Best gifts are ones that you give to yourself. They aren’t external, like products you can buy from the stores or online. Gifts that make you consumers aren’t any good. Shopping is never ending. Best gifts are internal. They are mindsets to keep improving. You are the only one that can bestow such gifts on yourself.

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December 25, 2016 at 8:35 pm

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Easing back

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Back from the dead. After not lifting it eating, weight has dropped by only 1 kg the past week. A smaller drop than expected. Time to get back to living and training.

The neighborhood around the house is not good to walk. Soi dogs are scary. There aren’t cops to be seen. At night if something happens nobody would come help you. The sois are small and have no footpaths. It’s dangerous to walk alongside the cars. It’s just unpleasant.

Bach to the gym and did some light squats. Felt slightly lightheaded. Need to ease back slowly

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December 23, 2016 at 11:20 pm

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